How can I hate
and love my life
in the same moment?
I do though,
and damn it’s hard
to be here,
to be alive.
I don’t feel
that I’m strong enough.
And damn is my favorite
and I know
Jesus forgives me
for using it.
I know he draws me
even as I pull away
with everything I can.


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