Tolkien Wisdom (Everyday Inspiration, Day 15)

“Faithless is he that says farewell when the road darkens.”

— J.R.R. Tolkien, The Fellowship of the Ring

This quote hits me hard. I read The Fellowship of the Ring last year and this quote didn’t stick out to me enough that I remembered it, but now the quote makes me think of R, but then if I go deeper I think of myself, and I see that I said farewell long before he did. But I did it in an awful way, I left my body behind as a reminder to R of what he lost and he tried desperately to revive my heart. When someone wants to be dead, whether figuratively or literally, it takes something like a miracle to bring them back to life, and even then it’s an improbable outcome. When I dig deep and go all way down to the core of my being, I see that I am the only one that left, R fought up to the last and even after he let me go he continued to fight for my happiness and still to this day he puts me fairly high on his priority list. There is another Tolkien quote that I absolutely love:

“He that breaks a thing to find out what it is has left the path of wisdom.”

-Gandalf the Grey

Not sure which book this is even from, I didn’t write it next to the quote in my journal. But this quote makes me think of myself and what I did to R and our relationship, which is the sad side of it. On the brighter side of it, it is a reminder to never do the awful parts again.

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Nerd

What do you read? they ask.
Lots of things, I say.

About butterflies and suicide,
wizards and tigers and shipwrecks.

About Unfortunate Events
and foreign lands.

About traveling and eating,
loving God and letting go.

About romance and second chances
and third and fourth chances, too.

Of course, hobbits and elves,
Saints and Sinners and gun fights.

Of how to teach
and how society functions.

Of stories and memories,
heartbreaks and losses.

Of Mice and Men…
Anything, I read it all.

Another quote, another Sunday.

“The reason death sticks so closely to life isn’t biological necessity – it’s envy. Life is so beautiful that death has fallen in love with it, a jealous, possessive love that grabs at what it can. But life leaps over the oblivion lightly, losing only a thing or two of no importance, and gloom is but the passing shadow of a cloud.”

-Yann Martel, Life of Pi