If we were having coffee, you might notice
that I am distant. I feel lost.
If we were having coffee, I’d tell you
that I took a step towards ruining a friendship.
If we were having coffee, you’d see
that I really do want him to stick around.
If we were having coffee, I might tell you
how confused I sometimes feel.
If we were having coffee, I’d wonder
what you would say about my life.